Optimist: Person who travels on nothing from nowhere to happiness.

nope this is not a suicidal message or anything...
but i'm gonna b away from blogging/facebook/computer games and other uber distracting stuffs online to focus and study for my sec 2 end of year exams.
as for my last day of yog duty post and zowie's ang moh pics,i'll post them after the exams,that is if i could manage to pull myself away from the madness of the post-exam-syndrome-of playing-like-shit. :D
so yeah...bye!
wish me luck for the exams and to all sec 2s out there good luck for your exams too!
maybe gonna renovate my blog after exams...who knows? :)

today i went for the 2nd yog duty of mine n skipped lots of lessons! :D
not a gd thing though...now need to take 2 tests solo.this is uber sian...T.T
plus need present during appsci lesson tmr...

but wad's not sian is that today saw a lot more exciting matches! :D
like cuba vs serbia!cuba pwned the game wif 3-0. :D
and argentina vs russia!
n argentina WON!!!XD they scored 3-1 i think...
yup now i'm a fan of argentina's v.ball team. :D
while the other v.ball girls frm my sch still hang on to their russians...o.o
n belgium girls vs peru too.peru lost 3-0...
n belgian girls are hot and pretty! :D
but my friend say they got bf le so...T.T
anw wanted to take pics wif the uber tall athletes but after seeing the volunteer girls n my sch de v.ball girls hogging on to them,i decided not to disturb the athletes.
i mean,they were like one after the other taking pics wif that hot ang moh guy n he cant hav his lunch coz there's like endless number of girls...o.o so he had to decline politely in order to eat sth...
imagine wad would happen if the guys joined in the fun too...o.o
anw they did,but i just helped to take pics for them only.nv really take a pic one on one wif an athlete though...ah well next time then...i hope. :)
then while waiting outside the room of the serbia guys,felicia(206) saw sth she wasnt supposed to see... :)
man was she lucky...
cabbed home after that.

ARGH tmr hav presentaion...sianzzz.
and hav maths test.but nt so worried bout that one though...
plus cca...like wth.mt test hav been postponed to fri...T.T
y cant get it over wif earlier??
n now i very tired...n sian too.dun feel like revising.ah well here i come bed! :D

hello back again to post. :)

as u can see frm title,today is the 1st day of my yog volleyball duty. :D
sounds awesome right?xD
but actually is just mopping floors. -.-lll
and i screwed up quite a bit. :O hoping that i wont get caught on camera.

anw today's match was between s'pore and japan(girls)!
well singapore got thrashed 3-0....T.T
but nice effort there!persevered till the end.xD *go singapore!!!*
japan played well too...receiving skills r quite good. :)
no chio bu though... :X
surprisingly they were all shorter than me.i guess only the guys were able to grow uber huge...

speaking of guys,i stayed back to watch the match between russia n serbia! :D
damned all those freakishly huge n tall n muscular guys man...even i feel small beside them.i up to their chests levels or necks nia... :O
but the match between them was really exciting too...i mean it's like,almost all the balls spiked were "thunders" n stuff...
n they jump real high too! :O man they r like wad...godly?o.o
but in the end russia won 3-0 too.n thanks to them i had an enjoyable time seeing that match. :)
(the v.ball girls of my sch were screaming their heads off everytime the russians spiked a ball...xD)
oh n to zowie:they r ANGMOHS. :D
or at least look like so.see the blurry pics o n fb yeah?

n i activated my yog visa card thingo alr!!
so for payments can act like rich ppl n swipeswipeswipe.xD
but only $30 inside...T.T

oh well back to sleep...today woke up early. *zzz...*

yo ppl i'm back! :)
sorry for not posting for the past few days...too tired.coz for consecutive days i slept at 12. O.o
coz i slack in the day then at night chiong hw.xD
gotta get sleep soon.SERIOUS.

anyways had chem test ytd.the paper was ok...got some qns wrong already though. ._.
then today had this stupid yog stuff...practically went there and wasted 3 hrs.o.o the ppl there were hilarious though. :D
the trainers had weird accents wif lots of mispronunciation! :O and there was this old thai guy acting cute.roflmao.
got scolded by mr loo coz we wondered about the place(peichun public school).after that went home wif kevin and kang kang on kang kang's dad's pickup.

then tmr hav another training for yog.hopefully not as boring as the one today though.
AND CAN SKIP SCHOOL YAY! :D
but need take attendance 1st n assembly n stuff...oso the 1st time i'm gonna wear my yog polo shirt and cargo pants. :)
but the pants were EFFING BIG.damn loose.and take them out wifout unbuttoning. o.o
lucky got belt! :D
but still got damned cca till 5.30...boohoo.oh well physical training to shape my body!
in need of some muscles in both hands and legs if i'm going to get into the main team.plus a whole lot of skill.
it's gonna be tough but i'll give it a try yeah?
it'll be sad if i dont even have a single medal throughout my secondary life...T.T

so yeah maybe i'll go gym wif timmy when i have the time. :)

heys yesterday nv post coz need study for literature test and bio pop quiz.actually wanted to do other hw but i got dizzy n slept pretty much throughout the day.so no time post.
Anw the test today was manageable...n the bio one...oso ok la. :D

Today i received my 2 yog polo shirt n weird jeans! :D :D :D i think they's nice in terms of design n colour but the shirt slightly small while the pants too loose...o.o
Belt solved the prob. :)

Then today got lots of thought-inspiring stuff...yeah so many things to ponder about...that's a good thing. :D

I just realised i'm back to my normal self...i think. o.o i forget hatred easily again.i wonder if that's a good thing or not...i cant like hate some1 for too long now...maybe a little hatred is good but sheesh not now...
frustrating?a bit.

But i got to know more of stuff like looking frm different perspectives n stuff so yeah today seemed good enough...
Even though it's friday the 13+hungry ghost festival. O.o

So yeah back to the cheerful me! :D

wif a few feelings dislike n hatred popping out when i see u...
But now more of the positive feelings...n i dun like it somehow. o.o maybe i do but i interpret it the wrong way...

n i tore my dried wound open n it's bleeding!! :o
I'm not emo-ing or anything here...just wanted to "heal" myself faster. :)

hello peeps!posting again for fun...n coz i'm sorta bored.o.o

Currently having bbq in my house...smells smoky but hav awesome food! :D
Envy me ppl!!

Once again i've got messed up thoughts...tried to clear them but to no avail...sheesh cant my heart just decide wad it wants to do n stick wif it?n not b wishy washy...i hate that... D:<
The fear of losing everything,n yet i m holding on...for god knows why...still can concentrate on studies but when i'm alone i'll still think of stuff...

God,emo mode...

Ur presence in my life brought upon the best happiness,n yet wif u came one of the darkest days i'd probably hav in my life...thinking of u spells slight feelings of lonliness,n bouts of hatred...

if this is love i'll love no more.

Dammit dk wad to do...

Wait!my books are waiting for me! :D
So while i ponder bout this i'll study to keep myself occupied...n probably leave u alone.
Like wad i'm doing now.

hey peeps long time nv blog alr!xD i think i'll be posting frequently nowadays n not hav like...once a month posts. o.o

Anw the main thing i'm talking about is the class gathering of 204'10! :D

1st we had block catching!actually dun hav coz cancelled at the last moment coz no many ppl went...so instead timothy,vincent n i went to school to support andy,april and jamie as they were the torch bearers for the yog! :D but they like ran for 100m or so then stop le...o.o so it's like they covered the stretch of road within a few mins...so not much excitement... D:

Then tim,vincent,me,angie,tosy,denyse,stella n zaiqin(ps if i missed out ur name...)went to junction 8 for class gathering via 147 n 53.when we reached there,vincent,tim,px n i went to the arcade to shoot hoops while the other girls went to hav lunch.
I got owned by the 3 of them like crazy...sheesh today not my day to play bball.xD

Then went to the playground to gather with the other ppl from our class.found out that we were early n px n david went to buy lunch while i got a burger n finished it b4 i arrived.then the amazing race started after we got into our groups.due to the awesome planning of zowie n ben,it was a rather interesting n fun race,even though it was tiring to walk around bishan.xD grp members of mine:me,px,ks,wanqi,angie.evelyn is supposed to b in our team but she only arrived after the whole thing...o.o n we got 3rd n i think we did quite well...xD

Next is the 3D movie "the last airbender".sat wif js n tim. k.o.-ed the whole box of popcorn n 2 cups of coke myself... :o after that arcaded for a little more then ate subway...cant finish the foot-long lol...xD

Anw it's getting late alr so i'm gonna sleep!

this is an awesone song by nickelback.go listen to it.xD
I'm not gonna post the lyrics coz too long.maybe the chorus.

I love you
I loved you all along
N i missed u
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming u'd b wwif me n u'll never go
So stop breathing if i dont see u anymore~

Mushy right? :D
So idiots out there can randomly think of rumours bout me blah blah blah....

Speaking of idiots i found myself distancing frm 2 ppl...one of them is well...khasim.surprising?lol.
The other one i shut my mouth bout who.

So recently khasim smsed me a whole lot lesser,his msgs got a whole lot shorter,n he's a whole lot more of an assgap who replies short msgs...i'm not saying all ppl who reply shortly r assgaps but this isn't khasim.this isn't the khasim that i know n nv will.he says this is an attempt to make himself less gay,but treating ur friend like shit makes it a pathetic excuse.i wish u could sms me like normal again.i miss ur long msgs.
Oh n hope u recover frm dengue fever soon... :D

dammit it's been a long time since i posted...its been like...1 month?anw that month is june and it's the hols.by right i should b enjoying but it turned out much suckier than i had expected.(apart frm a few aspects)

Sorry if this post is a little vulgar.

Certain gd things bout the hols:
-went to universal studios and had fun there.XD
-celebrated my sister's birthday. XD
-gamed a whole frigging lot.yay.

Then again most of the hols were shitty.here's y:
-need do a whole lot of hw.
-got scolded for playing too much.
-no camps.ftw.
-no class gatherings.the one that pisses me off the most.
-personal stuff.

Yeah then today's the 1st day of sch.timothy,vincent n jia wang did a fantastic job at xgt.xD

social wise its pretty much fucked up.
I think i'm undergoing some teenage crisis or sth.
Social wise as i said is fucked up.friends poof.important ppl in my life poof.
Academics had always been shitty.
The world's crashing down on me.n i'm alone.y?coz i solve my own probs.i dun share wif other ppl my probs coz i feel weak doing that.

I cant take it anymore.i shall subdue myself to emo-ing.sayonara old xh.he's gonna get a rest.meanwhile the emo one's on the move.

I know i might have offended ppl in this post.i'm sorry for that.just letting it out...sorry.

To end wif a positive note i'd like to congratz ben on being the vcm n other ppl wif new posts.XD





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hello this is a short short post from the computer lab in my school.
jealous-ed. D:

TIRED~ phew the xinmin movie marathon just ended,where the students have to stay up all night to watch movies and try not to sleep.but a lot of them slept so yeah...even i slept.for 20 minutes. :)

so yeah basically we stayed up to watch these movies:-
-the gameplan.(a show about this rugby player and his daughter...quite touching. :D *sniff sniff*)
-up!(old man and small mailman going to paradise falls.adventure show and quite nice too. :D)
-alone(horror movie!!awesomely nice.not that scary but people still screamed. :D:D)
-coach carter(basketball coach with noobie players :D)
-avatar(by far the nicest of them all...maybe because i didn't watch it before. :D:D:D)
and thats all i guess...if i missed out any show then too bad.coz i didn't had enough sleep.i mean u try staying awake for 25 hours and see how you feel...
they sold popcorns,candy floss,hotdogs,nachos,cup noodles,drinks and light sticks.got 2 cans of free drinks thanks to ting feng. :D i brought 2 cans of red bull on my own to keep myself awake...quite effective.but jiashen says it contains bull urine or semen...o.o

what people did:-
-denyse slept a lot. :o
-kha sim got attacked brutally by me and jiashen. :D
-zhiyu had headache. :(
-huixin and evonne ran round the parade square thrice to warm themselves. o.o
-david playing with peixuan's psp. o.o
-serena went to be with her badminton friends,leaving us behind. o.o
-angie wants pillows. o.o x2
-i enjoyed lying on the parade square looking at stars. :D
-stella wore a red jacket during the bloody horror movie. :o
-peixuan taking care of her junior or whoever that little girl is. o.o
-julia and zaiqin went to sit together... o.o
-lionel slept on his duty... :o
-others i not so sure.. :)

to wrap up the event i think it's awesome...very nice and a good time to spend time with my friends...if there's another event like this i'd definitely join. :) even though it kills your brain due to the lack of sleep and gives you dark eye rings...

okay!random stuff time:
-did okay for my exams this time round...not gonna reveal the marks though.
-my block is newly painted so i have nice corridors.
-currently finishing soul carnival 2.
-maple is neglected.
-i'm tired.
-i skipped all my tuition this week.YAY! :D
-ben had a nice dream.
-i'm a guy. o.o
-people can get jet lags from staying up all night.
-had breakfast at 5p.m. today.
-having my lunch at maybe 9p.m.?so i saved a meal.
-i'm not a girl.
-your nipples are alined with your ears...*what??!*
-music lessons and att suck like platypus shit.if there's such a thing...

yeah so that's about it...post more sometime kays?holidays are coming... :)

wheee peepo out there!the xinmin secondary school mid year exam for 2010 fro secondary 2's is finally over!!!!xD hahaha hyped up from all the thoughts of what i'm gonna do...then again it might be another boring holiday. :o hope not...

well today's the last paper--dnt.relatively easy...maybe qn 2 interpret wrongly then die wahahahaha...XD other than that it's easy.

today i also ate my very 1st dark chocolate ferero rocher!it tastes nice~n used it's wrapper for something that i'm not gonna say what. :)

then had yog meeting.hurray tomorrow have yog training so can skip lessons and malay!WOOTS malay is a waste of time in my point of view...and can also skip some hours of training.as much as i love to exercise and keep myself fit i am somehow not looking forward to tomorrow's training.it's giving me this sian feel...haiz...

after that still need go to the newly furnished sports hall to fix the nets. o.o i mean they painted the walls,changed the flooring and shutters but never change net.yeah wasted my time there.at least the teacher gave me,yong kang,kevin and jasper a dollar each as a treat to the drinks.(the 3 other guys are volleyball players in case u dunno)but after that i'm supposed to play basketball with my friends but they left already...so they left me behind...so saddening.

home--mapled all the way!or sorta...

then all the post exam activities all like very boring...stupid school and the people who planned them...

well i'll waste my youth playing maple again i guess... so ciao~

o me gosh so long never post le...didn't really felt like posting due to the exams and all the other events going on...but!i got my inspiration back because i just realised i had a follower! :) and sorry if i had not been posting to keep u people entertained...

let's see where to begin with...

hmm after homecoming there wasn't much stuff going on that was interesting...all i could remember was that there were lots of tests.yeah and i slacked through all of them i guess... :x

30th of april is a day to be remembered.definitely.

then here comes may,where mother's day just passed not too long ago.there was a family celebration at my house so it was rather crowded having your relatives to crowd in this small house of mine...then there was curry and awesomely nice n huge heart shaped cake.the cream-awesome. =) somehow even though it was mother's day my mum and my aunt's did all the cooking...other people like me just chipped in to finish the food. o.o... then cause my mum to tired,at night i massaged her feet and shoulders and back.i'd like to thank kevin for massaging me in school and from there i could incorporate the skills to my mum. =) then i gave her the ferero rocher i bought for her and folded a rose for her.quite realistic...so yeah she liked it and wanted to put it in her hair when she went to work the next day.luckily she didn't.

after mother's day there comes the time where pupils' brain juices get squeezed till their brains rot,the mid year exams.fortunately i the exams were rather simple....
english:easy
chinese:even though i suck at it it's manageable....
geography:gave me a sensation like i just shitted after holding my shit for too long...just blabbered and crapped out all the stuff i had in my brain.
science:biology was easy.physics is a waste of time.chem i forgot how to do 2 equations...whatever it's only 2 marks.
literature:crapped again.
mathematics:awesomely easy too.if i have no careless mistakes i might get full marks.then again other people will too. D=

tomorrow theere's chinese listening comprehension...half an hour wasted on that.like wadda*beep*.then dnt the day after.then...

PEOPLE GO CRAZY!!!!!!! =) end of exams.wahahahahah i'll be waiting impatienly for that day to come.

oh and i ran home from school today. =)

hello peeps today was homecoming day cum speech day,the wonderful day that only happens once a year here at xinmin sec.waited for a year just to enjoy this day again... xD

so ya woke up today at a time slightly later than planned.after brushing teeth and bathing,realised have no breakfast,so went to coffee shop to buy toast bread.i ate the toast on my way to school.butter and kaya... :D reached school,plumped my bag at the water wars store and went to help out with the sprite bottles.after that went to sports hall for attire check and after that went to the hall for speech day.kha mis went on stage and got awarded for best in geography in sec 1.other than that everything else was pretty much crap...
then after the ceremony we went to witness the singapore record breaking feat of collecting 90k+ cans,breaking the previous record of 8k.then i went to change to class t-shirt with kha mis and jia shen.after that it was benjy's turn...then i headed to help out at the drinks stall but i realised my shift was over already...sorry zheng cong and gang...then since drinks sta;; is manned by another group already,i went to the water wars stall.had fun splashing and spraying people till they are soaking wet..wahahahaha uber fun!then halfway the guns got jammed so we borrowed a pool where people push each other into the pool to get each other wet.business seemed quite well...i was the one who usually sit on this balloon chair and time the players.in the process of refilling the pool with buckets and pails,the field got very very very muddy and waterlogged.but halfway through the refill our vice principal thought that we were wasting water and disqualified our class from the competition of having the most no. of profit.gah who cares?can play can already so we just carried on. XD then tosy cried about something...then we packed up,cleared weird litter and went to hougang mall to eat.i ate subway while ben n n jiashen ate cookies.then we played at the playgeound lik e little kiddos...
after tht went somewhere before going home.tire so i shall continue tomorrow.goodnight ppl!!!!

hahaha i just realised what project work is all about!

it is...having fun.but i got my fun from people not doing work due to misconceptions like me. XD and then rushing the work last minute!adrenaline rush wakakakakaka....

anyway i think it's my fault...mixed up leader's orders...so right now it's still unclear on who do what and stuff.so ya hopefully can complete by today since tmr is the deadline!XD

wish me luck people...

helllllo peeps today began with this fat teacher who threw a marker at me. o.o...

hahas ok he's not that fat...just forgot his name.and as for the marker ben caught it in midair.so ya thanks for helping me out.XD

then after a chinese lesson of laughter there was art...quite boring.recess was a waste of time looking for bongland.then there was maths...the time where air forces came to life with ben's weird imagination.so before long paper planes bombed germ...with lots of misses.i just threw 2 planes up to the ceiling where they got stuck at the lights. :x language arts was just the same...apart from the group work thingo.physics was nice as our teacher gave us that period to do whatever we like.people did their files,some did homework,some revised,some slacked.my pencil case have been worn down by ben. o,o...

lunch!bongland promised to treat me to a meal.

ccm....people in their cca costumes.ben removing rust from his npcc hat.kha sim left earlier as he's a prize winner for speech day.congrats piggy!

training was slackish.i had an injured foot from falling off the bed,so can't train much.some more the media people come during training...extras.then they take pic i wasn't part of the action so very sad. T.T then after training still have pt.running around the school twice.with an injured foot.not a good idea but to sweat it out i just ran.even though i'm supposed to be healing myself for homecoming...

so ya that's about it. XP

your call...

THIS IS JUST A SHORT POST TO TELL THE WORLD I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN.
so yea it was short now it's even shorter!

cooling!XD

wahahaha finally it's sports day again...time where runners pit their running skills against each other on the track,time where people cheer for their houses,time for prizes and time that people think is wasted.some were sleeping to kill time.like me.XD for a period of time after my races i fell asleep...there was like 2 hours after my races... :o

but the good thing is that i won a2 gold medals again!last year i had 2 gold medals too...for 8x50m and 1000m relay.1000m relay my group broke the record!!!wahahaha yea my group rocks.consisted of eugene(sec1,not sure how your name is spelt),me,alvin(sec 3 v.ball player)and last but not least this sec 4 malay guy...forgot his name.quite an athlete. :D then during the heats i got a bronze during the 4x200m race.

so my current medal count:4 GOLD AND 1 BRONZE.just need a silver to complete the collection...then next year i plan to run solo for some races as solo races get trophies...and the gold is much shinier so yea... :D
sadly i fell off my double decker bed a few days ago and my foot smacked the fan...so it was injured.then today still haven't healed completely.but i forced myself to run.still can but not that fast.thanks to my friend's(YOU) support,i managed to run the races without pain!!!YES!!!

then the pain came back...twice as painful. -,- kaw chun loan me his muscle rub...then i took off my shoe and sock.then that vincent go threw it to the milo stand.WTH...kenna scolded by mr ang and ms oh.
timothy also broke 2 records for solo events...congratz!and to other classmates and friends,congratz on receiving a przie!even if you didn't can always try next year...

after that had lunch with vincent and other guys...then have stomach cramp..o.o

went home with a aching foot and stomach,bathed slept,tuition-ed slack,dinner,tv,homework,fb,update blog.so ya that's the end of today...it's nice to see the glimmering medals in my cupboard. XD

P.S.i'm sorry to kha sim's group for not making it tomorrow...as for zowie's eyebrow...i'll settle that next time...

hello everyone!today my sister is down with fever...had a hot forehead and vomited in school...so yeah i hope she can recover quickly...the good news is that it is just normal fever,no dengue no h1n1...and she can skip 1 day of school.lucky her...XD
so to all you people out there stay healthy and take good care of yourself yea?
now the things that happened in my life:
monday-1st day of school...term 2...exams...training...(overall a boring day)
tuesday-i had totally forgotten what had happened.
wednesday-science symposium!huixin and joey as emcee...with others like julia and felicia and jiawang and tosy being ushers.wheee fire tornado!and had fun fun stacking chairs and looting all the freebies.XD today the v.ball team also had a quarter-finals match against victoria sec.thrashed them.tmr having semi-finals against catholic high.possible to get national champs.XD
thursday(today)-made the car for d&t.as much as i dislike the subject,i had fun making it with benjamin.and changed seats today too...so ya some people not happy with where they are sitting...good thing mrs ho. gonna change it.maybe.
there's lots of homework...and powerpoint slides need to be done...i will have to work hard this year as it is streaming year...friends out there need to achieve your goal too...gambatte!!
so ya that concludes this post.phew nowadays lazy post so i'm not sure when posting again.XD



i'm much happier after your intervention with my life...with the occasional missing feeling...

hello world today's the last day of the holidays...ya finally a week of boredom and homework is coming to an end.tomorrow,friends,catching and maybe football is gonna be back!so yea happy.XD
but a bit sian too...can't slack anymore....haiz...
gah who cares?oh yeah and there's project work.effing waste of time.coz i need to do it now...so yea...goodbye.

see you on the upper deck tomorrow