One day if I were to be sentenced to death and have the chance to choose the method to end my life, I would choose probably anything but boredom. o.o
Actually not really. That's just an extreme case scenario to show how bored people are these days...
And I have no wish to end my life now. :)
Another thing that I would not want to happen to me is to be forgotten by my friends and the people around me. Because that is when one truly dies.
Even in physical death, if people still remember you then you'll be like living in their memories. If you are forgotten then you are just like POOF, gone from this world.
Sad right? D:
Now David, Khasim and Zowie are all overseas and I am receiving like less than a sms from anyone...
Which is kind of lonely. :l
And I don't like being lonely. It does not feel good.
But now I have more time to myself... Maybe too much time.
Then again I must treasure the time I have now or else when people grow up and go to work they wish they could go back to their study days, where the stress then would mean nothing compared to the stress of society.
I also found out that I think a lot more than I usually do when I'm alone.
Is that good? Seems so emo and dark... o.o
Anyways it's 12.41 a.m. now and I feel...sort of lost, feel that this holiday is not really that meaningful if I just camp at home doing nothing...
Shall post about today's event in another post.
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Xiang Hao